sonya ina

Ben and I are catching a flight to NJ (actually NYC) at 8:10AM tomorrow morning, which means I have to wake up at 5AM. Meh. I'm really excited to see my family. I'm having my final wedding dress fitting, as well as getting my hair did, and going to Michelle and Steve's housewarming party. It'll be grand. But mostly, we'll be packing up all of my belongings, then driving a 15 foot Budget truck back down to VA on Tuesday. It's going to be an emotional visit, no doubt about that. I don't want to cry, but I probably will.

My coworkers surprised me with a bridal shower yesterday morning. It was lovely! I got a lot of nice gifts, and the decorations and food were great! I was completely shocked, and so thankful for such wonderful and generous coworkers.

Then, yesterday evening, Ben and I met with the lovely woman who is going to be playing piano for our wedding ceremony. It'll be beautiful, and touching! I'm very excited.

I'm also very stressed out. I could, quite possibly, be having a nervous breakdown. My appetite has changed and my stomach has been feeling rather uncomfortable. It's probably just nerves, but nonetheless I'm stressed. I always feel tired and overwhelmed. I've been going to sleep at like 10/10:30 for the past week or so. Weird.