sonya ina

Yeah so, happy birthday to me. It honestly doesn't feel like my birthday at all. Ben's family and I celebrated last Sunday. So today, well it just feels like any other day. And I suppose it is. I miss my family. I wish I were with them in NJ today.

I also wish I had the day off from work. Luckily, I'm leaving a few hours early to spend some time with Ben. I have off on the 4th of July, but Ben will be out of town from the 3rd-5th for some concert up in CT. Bummer. Well, good for him, and work, but bummer otherwise.

I have a bad feeling about my bridal shower in NJ. I guess it's not a huge deal, but I don't think a lot of my friends are going to show up. Only 1 person has RSVP'd so far, and tomorrow's the deadline. Weird. I don't know, maybe I've burnt bridges or something. Eh, we're all busy people, with lives of our own, including myself.

Maybe my mood reflects the fact that I barely slept last night.