sonya ina

Ben and I went to see Vedera last night. They were great! Kristen's voice is amazing. The last time Ben went out on tour, they were one of the support bands, so he's pretty good friends with them. Last night, they all found out we are engaged, so Kristen dedicated "Moments Rewound" to us, which was super sweet. I was surprised she remembered that that's my favorite song, hehe!

I've been so moody lately, ugh. And I know why, but at the same time I don't. Sometimes I just get really frustrated with myself, because I don't want to be upset, I don't want to feel overwhelmed, I don't know why I let certain things bother me, they just do. I miss my family, my friends, and my home. I want a home, I want a home here, but Ben and I have to wait, which is understandable, but, AGH! I want my own life here, and it isn't happening fast enough. Maybe I'm too impatient and hard on myself. Maybe my mind is my own problem.

I'm switched to the off position, and I want to be turned back on.